Love that will not betray you, dismay or enslave you.
It will set you free, be more like the man you were made to be.
There is a design, an alignment, a cry of my heart to see,
the beauty of love as it was made to be. M&S

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

When we ask, he answers

The spring quarter at DePaul has learned how to get the best of me every year. With about 4 weeks to go till finals, I break...happens every time. I get to a point where I am so tired, my patience is thrown out the door and my verbal guard goes along with it apparently. I become short with others and tend to be a little more sassy than usual. The thing that hurts me the most though, is I really let it effect my relationship with God. How I treat others is how I am treating his creation. My relationship with God hits rock bottom when I start finding "faults" in his creation. He made everything in his image.


The more that I push myself at the end of the quarter, the farther I feel from God. I think if I just keep praying and reading my bible that everything will work out, and everything will go back to the way it was. Thats not how he works though. No matter how hard we try and make our relationship with God work, it always seems to do the opposite. It's not our works, but his. When God starts something, he finishes it. So no matter how hard we work and try and make things better, it's really God who gets the credit. All we have to do is ask. He awakens our soul and reminds us once again that we are his children and he will not forget about us. ever.